if i'm honest,

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and i’ve been a fool, and i’ve been blind. i could never leave the past behind. i can see no way, i can see no way.

i’m always dragging that horse around.

tonight i’m gonna bury that horse in the ground.

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i have shared this many times, but i never grow insensitive to it. watching it always sends chills down my spine, it pulls tears from my eyes.

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please, God..please, God..please, God..please, God..please, God

let me look like him some day soon haha. so handsome.

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interwebs now connected…

…it is time to catch up on my tumbling.

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Can not say about my impromptu date today… He’ll most likely read this.

But it was… nice :]

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I went on a date today. It went so well, it was full of laughter and smiling. I should be reeling.
But I am not. And I think the reason why is because I still haven’t fallen out of love with my ex.
Add to that Tyler… Whom I miss, whom I think about a lot. I feel myself trying to let him go, to absorb the the goodness between us as nothing more than friendship.
The date today wasn’t satisfying. I felt myself closing off from him. I feel myself wanting nick, and I feel myself ache because Tyler is okay without me.

What should I want?

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